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I …Iâ €¦I Had a Dream last night it was a wonderful dream I pictured myself in a peaceful place wear I did not fear. A place I did not feel sad. a place I did not feel hatred. a place I thought was unreachabl e to my mind. It was beautiful there was a beach. White sand crystal blue water seagulls were flying over my head. At that moment I felt extremely happy. but somewhat sad… sad of the fact that I was the only one there. It seemed that the more I looked out to sea I started to see reflection s of all my friends having fun here laughing and having a great time. I kept looking at the sea and smiling at theme as if they were right here next to me saying come on lets have fun I… I… know now what I am truly afraid of not being loved no one caring about me no one rememberin g me that is truly my greatest fear. What is wrong with me why… why... why do you taunt me with this force you have given me? Oh lord and savior the one who is the alpha and the omega shell I ever find true peace true love true friendship a true life. Will I ever be able to live life to its fullest why cant I understand this emotion that is inside of me why… why… will I ever find out what this burning desire is.

The End

Devron L Valliant

Riversâ₠¬Â¦ riversâ₠¬Â¦ rivers of time endless thoughts.

Rivers of emotions endless tears.

Rivers of anger endless hatred.

Endlessâ⠂¬Â¦endless …endl ess…i nfinityâ₠¬Â¦omegaâ⠂¬Â¦ the alpha.

Endlessâ⠂¬Â¦ stop please stop†¦ radical nature of thoughts in time.

Spectralâ €¦ evolution endless steps of knowledge.

Unrefined hopes†¦ dreamsâ₠¬Â¦ past present future.

Broken shards of the past lay embedded in my head endless thoughts.

Unsatisfie d dreams. Unapprecia ted hopes unjustly actions threw endless rivers.

A never-endi ng unreachabl e trip threw knowledge of the greater meaning of life.

Which do you preferâ₠¬Â¦hmmmâ₠¬Â¦ which destiny shall you take†¦ light or dark.

Wear does the endless road stop for you and me… deep thoughts go unanswered .

Time passes with a blink of an eye time is slipping threw are fingers grasp it quickly.

Cold air gently blows across your face as if it was going to be your last breath of air

Tick†¦tick†¦tick†¦ hurry†¦hurry time is running out hurry catch up with your destiny.

Endless rivers endless time irreversib le actions take hold now… I said now.

Run… run. endless rivers turn to stone time is stopping.

Frozen ice cold stillness immanent to your thoughts your dreams.

Slippingâ €¦slippi ng…sl ipping time is restrictin g its self impossible .

Wear is the beginning and wear is the end.

When did the cogs of time begin to turn and when did they start to turn.

When does time reach oblivionâ €¦oblivi on you ask what is oblivion.

To be wiped of the face of the earth to be lost in time†¦ nonexisten ce irrelevant ?

To think a person can be forgotten in time to think like that is scary.

Parallelâ €¦ parallelâ €¦someth ing the same but not the same but the same

Double you double me evil me evil you alternate times time shift

What are these unknown phenomenon s? That occurs in everyday life.

Threw the farthest reaches of space to the deepest reaches of time.

Threw epoch? Epoch what is epoch you ask a period marked in time.

Foolish we are the fated hour is at hand and we don't even see it.

Chosen Paths, chosen destiny's, paths unchangeab le, paths unavoidabl e.

Long before we were thought of are roads to walk on were already built before we could even comprehend or fathom the thought of who we are and what we are. Are destiny's were already planed. But for some reason its seems that the chain was severed. When did this happen how did this happen. It doesn't make any since. So you're telling me that I am in charge of my destinyâ⠂¬Â¦impossi ble that very thought of it  makes my head hurt. Makes me feel sick, so I can change my future destiny from happening, right so if I die when I am 25 year old I can change it from never happening. But what if I wasn't really supposed to get killed. but was actually to avoid it from happening. But that's the thing avoid what from happening if I didn't die then what†¦what  ; am I avoiding and why am I avoiding it. It scares me to think about choosing a different path threw life we go threw so many obstacles so much hurt so much hate so much pain. What if…w hat if you could change that from never happening what would the outcome be. Would something else take its place something far greater? Then if you could avoid that greater problem, what if a even greater problem came up. Hmm… it seems we are trapped. We have nowhere to run and nowhere to hide. It would seem even though the chain was severed are destiny's come right back around and engulf us again. But… but…I am going to take that chance because I see Stars. I see lights camera and action in my future. And guess what even if my path way is different then what I want. I deny it…I deny my already built road. I deny it all. And why because I can and I am in control with my own destiny.& nbsp;

This Last message goes out to everybody in the world that has been talked about hurt really bad and has ever been told your not going to make it or say things like am better than you look at theme and say good things come to all who wait. Because you know why. You are in control of your destiny you are in control of your fate you are in control of what you do in your life because what you do now sometimes will effect what happens in the future&nb sp;       ; &nbs p;

He has been beaten up for no reason.

He has been talked about for not having the freshest clothes.

His own family talks about him like a dog and all he wants is nothing but love.

He can never stop crying because his tears flow endlessly.

He gets nothing but hatred from everybody around him

He has been in more fights then he can count. Why… why…?

Is he scared afraid a punk a bitch a lame what is he.

He loves everybody but everybody hates him talks about him throws things at him.

Even his own brothers talks  ab out him behind his back.

He has never been taken seriously he has never truly been happy.

Why do people hate him to the point that they want to kill him.

Do they hate his kindness do they hate his love for everybody do they hate his friendship …do they hate his passion for life.

He's been up and down and he's pushed around and they held him down for everything .

He has no regrets about his past and he accepts the past.

And all these things they helped to keep him down and still he rises.

He has been lost in time and forgotten but he still held his head high wiped his tears and pushed on loving everyone but he still ask the question why can't they love me back.

Even though they tried to crush his spirit break his bones crush his pride he would never fall and he is still around to fight the never ending battle.

  He knows he has been holding on for so long he has a tight grip never let go.

They tried to make him weak but he remained very strong and he puts his life in these poems just so you can feel him.

But he realizes everything he has been through has made him a very strong person.

He does not have to wear a mask anymore because he has friends and family that loves him.

Even though he went threw all this mess he is a loving caring person he is very smart and funny he is really cool person.

Do you want to know how I know this personâ₠¬Â¦because that person is me?

I have come to terms that if you like me you like me if you don't you just don't.

Although I wish you did like me for me and not for my shadow.

This makes me sick you know what god i…ià ¢â‚¬Â¦Haâ⠂¬Â¦ no I dare not say that you make me sick some time.

Why did you make me go threw all this pain why would you do this it's not fair.

What is your plan for me it…i t… it really hurts. My heart is always aching.

I am so tired†¦so… so…ti red why did you give me the gift to love so much

I am going to stay strong for you and everybody I am going to make it I will not fall I will not give up I will make it far no one will bring me down I want allow it never you here me never I swear from the deepest parts of my heart no one will still my love no one… ….no one.

Do not judge me do not feel sad for me because I am not on the outside that is.